Ah, Imdi. I wish I were closer. I'm sorry you were lonely. I know it doesn't help now, but the only thing that's gonna make things easier is time ... and steering clear of OW's house. I've seriously noticed that my strength level went up about 3 knotches this week, since I don't know where H's living now. That's what I wish for everyone: That you didn't know where your Ss live. Then you wouldn't even be tempted to drive by their houses.
Hang in there, and have fun this weekend. Kick back a little. I'm thinkin' of ya!