I'm home, alone. Went to get coffee...fun Friday night for me. Curious as to what H is doing tonight. I was tempted to drive by ow's house to see if he was there. But, what would that really do for me? Nothing. Would i confront him? I don't know. And if i did, what would he say? Probably some bizarre story. God, this sucks! Why am i home alone, while he is off with the beast? I am just in a pissy mood, b/c i don't want to be home. But, i have no one to do things with...all my friends are married with kids. I am feeling particularly sorry for myself tonight...can you tell? I guess i am annoyed that H didn't call the rest of the day, just to see how i was after talking to me this morning about health issue. Jacka$$.
I will not call him...I will not call him....I will not call him....
