You will be first in my prayers tonight. I'm really sorry that you are going through all of this. It s*cks. Totally. Could you call your H. to tell him? I know your interaction with him has been pretty good lately. And, since he went through this with you before, I am sure he would want to know about this. It might not be a bad idea to let him know. Maybe even just text him and then let him call you?
Did you tell your aunt and uncle? I am sure they will be there for you, too. So will we.
I just reread your post; sounds like you DID tell H. and that's good. I'm so glad.
Take it easy the rest of the night and just unwind from all of this. I will be checking on you. Going to bed now; not feeling well either.
Hugs!
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
