Hi everybody- Sorry I didn't get here earlier...work was CRAZY today! I am so exhausted...can't wait to get home. I think i will definitely have a drink tonight!
I am glad you all enjoyed that story...it made me cry. And when i read it, i realized that it was so perfect for so many of us here, who wonder why we are going through this and if we will make it. I think we will.
Not much new to report with me and H. I didn't call him at all yesterday. I was out shopping last night and he called. Said he would be home if i wanted to stop by and pick up the shirt he got me. So, i went up to our house. Things were okay b/w us. We laughed...it was nice. But, i have to take our interactions at face value and stop attaching my own meaning to it (like, oh he wants to see me, it must mean he wants to be back together). I'll admit that it is hard, b/c i don't understand why we can't make it work. But, i can't keep hoping and overanalyzing everything he says and does...its exhausting. Anyway, it was a nice night. I might see him this Saturday...that will be my visiting day and he said he might be home...we'll see.
I am starting to believe, slowly, that I will be okay. I believe that we all will...b/c we all deserve that chance to be happy!
