Prego, don't feel bad for crashing. We all have moments like this. But, PLEASE, promise me that next time you feel like crashing in front of him you will come here to vent or call me (my e-mail is mari_parreiras@hotmail.com - send me your phone number and I will send mine).
You saw that crashing in front of him doesn't take you anywhere. He doesn't get more sensitive. This is actually too much for him to handle. Looking from the outside, your H is acting rather defensive. He knows he is being a jerk. He is running away. He doesn't want to show his feelings and deal with this heavy stuff.
My advice to you, whether you want him back or just the pleasure of him coming after you, please move on, or go dark (maybe it's the same thing?).
Le Divorce: a pregnant woman is left by her husband, who has OW. She has a piece of art that ends up becoming the center of the story. There is quite a few twists and turns, but prego in the movie ends up well and happy.
