Wow.. what a way to kick off the new year is right. Hope said it all in her post. You are SO strong. I'm sorry your H has hurt your heart the way he has. I can't imagine going through all of this pregnant. Just try to concentrate on all the love that new little boy will bring into your life. I hope a sense of peace will settle in without you H right under your nose. It's had to be nerve wracking wondering what he's going to do and who his new roommate will be.
It is weird.. I know that feeling. I didnt know where S19's natural father was most of the time. Strange to think someone could just go on living life and not wonder about their child isnt it? Still today, I wonder if he ever thinks about his son he hasnt seen in 18 years and find it strange. But hey, we get all the loving rewards because we understand the value of our children. You're a good person.. you deserve to be treated with love and respect. Hold your head up GF and look forward to the new little man that's coming in the spring!
