Sweetie, I have to tell you something. You are SO strong. I do not think I could be as strong as you are in your situation. Doing this pregnant, you deserve an award or something.
I hope your H. has moved off your street. That will relieve some of the stress and pressure you have been under. That's what you need.
And I loved your comment about how your life begins when you give birth. Good for you! Any names picked out? I'd love to hear them!
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
