Quote: Why? Why does he feel the need to pi$$ me off? Why is he so emboldened to carry on this life, right in front of my face? I don't get it. But I don't get twisted people, I guess.
The million dollar question babe...went through the same thing in my sitch...Dave came right out and said I want you to feel the pain that you made me feel when you made me leave that night. So he always brought ow around in my face...blah blah...but I somehow found this inner strength in me that God knows where it came from...and I was able to just ignore it and let it go.
I surmized it up as he was in so much pain that it was easier for him to redirect his pain and anger at me than to face it himself. He could say ah ha...see if I can piss her off then I am justified in what I am doing...funny thing is that I never gave him just reason...and then he would just angier, both he and ow did because I wouldn't be a part to their games...Still to this day he comes crawling when he needs me because she can't be there for him...and then the rest of the time silence...oh well...it's part of the guilt and pain for him to deal with...I've worked through most of the stuff and the grieving process and am getting healthier every day...as are you from your threads...You're gonna be one helluva mother!!!
