frank_D, Sounds like the coaster-ride has been bumpy for you the past few days. You are doing a good job despite this. When I was early on in this process I had many of the same emotions you are experiencing now. The worst, most emotional day, since the bomb, occured when I saw my W, in court, for a visitation and RO modification hearing. I had not seen her for 2 months. Wow...was that heavy. She did not look at me the whole time in court, just a quick glance here and there. As she exited the court-room she gave me an "oh-well" look which broke me down. Luckily she left and did not see me lose it. It was also the day my criminal case was "continued without a finding" for 3 months. Man.. what a day. So hang in there Frank and trust your C, she is very good. Patience.