Yes, looking up to the Heavens or looking deep inside is where it's at. I feel God or Our Source is within us. So at times I'm able to envelope myself in peace. When you are hurting you have to reach for a different level of spirituality. And I'm finding it.
And from now on, he'll have to chase me b/c through my chasing, he now knows that I'm capable of changing into a better person, but if he wants this person he'll have to come after me. If not Oh well, there's other fish in the sea and he knows it.
Hope I can keep this attitude through Christmas, guys.
