Naturally feedback from posters here can affect you IRL situations, that shows me that to some extent you hold some value to what's being said to you...whether you agree with it or not, that's another issue .
So, you gave us some info on NPD, I'm not clear why you posted it though (not trying to sound dense here)....are you saying you feel you fit into that possibility? Or was there a point to that I missed? I'm still trying to catch up on some things on the BB.