Awh, fck, I had not wanted to feel this raw and exposed right now. I will let the dam break, but God please, not before the kids leave today. I've made very sure they understand that they don't have to worry about me so they can go and enjoy themselves. It is NOT their job to take care of me, especially on THE numero uno kid day of the year.
In with the good air, out with the bad....
I hate knowing the seams are about to burst, but also know how good it feels when the pressure is relieved. Just not before 5 p.m., please.
