I don't know what brought me to piecing, I am farther away from peicing each day. Just reading through your post. and I was thinking that it is so easy to see the positives in someone else's thread. I mentioned this in hopefloats thread today, and then I read that you were directed there too. Honestly I do feel bad for you, but you have come so far, the anger sucks, the pulling away sucks, but you have ridden the storm out this far, keep it going.