Hanging on/The Long Haul #6

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Well, I thought I didn't have time, but now I am waiting for H because he wants to come with me today.

H did not come with me last night. He got home about 5 minutes before I was ready to leave. I asked if he was going. He just said he wasn't planning on it, was I? I said yes. He showed interest and asked what the plans all were, and I told him what I knew. I suppose if there would have been more time I could have talked him into it, and he would have come. But, that's normal. So I said Happy New Year, and left. I had a few tears on my way there, but had a good time. No one asked questions, that was a relief. I got home about 2am, H was on the floor 'sleeping', didn't even leave the night light on for me. I put down my stuff, took off my coat, and went to bed. Got up a little later than normal but not too bad. When I walked into the room I went to the coffee pot, noticed H was watching me. I said good morning, and we were off to a pretty pathetic start to the year. I was feeling low. But, now he wants to come along today, hhmmm. We're headed out now. Maybe there is something to GAL and letting him pursue me. But I sure didn't like how it felt last night being solo.

Hope you had a good NYE, Becca. Check with you later.