Thanks for a good reminder, Brava. Look for positives, we obviously don't think the same on everything. So, after my venting, mid morning H shows up at my work (rare, used to stop quite often) and hands me another check to add to the mortgage payment. I was certainly pleasantly surprised, and said thanks. We needed to walk out in the 'plant', which requires special head gear, H put his on backwards to look goofy, and we caught eyes and smiled with each other. Such a little thing felt so good. So how do I get us out of this rut?? WE both need to get out of our routine at home of avoiding each other and doing our own thing. We can't seem to be happy in our home environment, but it comes easier when we're unordinary. I don't know, maybe I need to be brave and muster up courage to do something totally out of character this weekend. Singing in the shower is a start.
So remember the hay pile that I can't let get to zero? 'cause something happens last minute and then it runs out? Well, that happened the other day when I had planned to move hay and ended up chasing cows instead. Pile was zero, and critters needed to be fed. H had to chase hay in the dark, 'cause I didn't get it done either. Ooops, we all survived.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.