Can't say I blame you for your unhappiness. Better days will come for you stay faithful. You will reap your rewards and your WAH will also. Whatever they may be.
"All I want is a weeks pay for a day's work" Steve Martin
I just don't know how to act anymore. H has OW, fine. I am getting on with my life. H doesn't want to include me in his, fine. but don't expect that I am going to take care of things for him. You would think that this whole pretending thing would get tiresome to him.
I'm scared. I feel so stuck in this limbo. We don't acknowledge OW. He knows I know, heck he had her over to spend the day with kids. He's stopped that now, we had a long talk - that was in Aug. Nobody has mentioned her since. But he's still with her. I so want to remind him that I am not an idiot but what's the point.
