and I could kick all three of your azzes at once. I seem to be stuck on azz kicking tonight

Well there is a big bite. Stig has jujitsu, Nop was a football player and who know what else, I have * years of aikido, and @ years of muay tai, and get to practice every weekend, for real, no holds barred.
Your not the first 6'8" guy I dunked on either.

God I love it when you get all crazy with the confidance, enough with the goofy though.

Ahh video games, a certain unmentionable used to occupy up to 30+ hours with me too.

When I detach I am in control of my pain. There are no unknown variables basically. I control my outcome. However, when I keep a vested interest in my broken R it's like feeling hot needles pushed under my fingernails. Chaos reigns

Exactly. I was so relieved when D was done. Still have waves, still have self kicking moments, but its done. AHHH. Relief.

urghhh God Damn you ladies. x is a tauraus. I am a scorpio, x is a dragon, I am a rat. x is a poet, I am a warrior, we were son of a b!tching, MFing Soul mates...BANG BANG BANG bang ban ba b Ihateher Ihateher Ihateher

ow. my head. guess not. she didnt think so at any rate.

Stig I do push muscles one day,(chest and tris) pull another, (back and bis) legs another, alternating with forearms, calves, and core, every other. Same though 3 or 4 sets of 6-8max. forearms and calves, I do 3 sets of 50. I quit doing long distance when I went to alaska, wont do it again for reasons mentioned.

Do you have anything new to teach me, or are you just a negative image....

The anon, I dont care, never have.
I know chromo, I didnt out him, and I was thinking of changing my handle to my real name and posting a website in my bio where I can be 'verified' as being a lauded tech instructor... Maybe owner will see linking and come here, stop philandering and try to save his marriage and son from D.



I never let someone else have that power over me and I don't think I will let that happen again--which is a real shame IMO because I will hold part of me back from now on.

BS. You let her betaize you. Thats your fault. She didnt honor and respect, when you fell on your face. Thats hers.

my need is having a woman who Chooses me. I can get attraction, I fear it. Its not "love". Like LFL said women want to slam me like beer. I want to be wine. Nop says remove layer of player suit. I say I am a guard dog hiding in wolf skin . x mistook wolf in guard dogs skin for me.

Do the analogys ever end?

Your too focused on money. that insecurity is causing its own outcome. Stop caring and your woman wont either. That is in your head. YOURS.

They want to feel. They want to be cherished. they want to 'know' you.

My x was with me 8 years, doesnt know poop about me.
Whose fault is that, heres for not digging, or mine for not giving her sand to play in instead of granite to blast and drill through?