Or drag it over here corrie, I suppose this is a better thread to vent in then cemars.

Im waiting to see if he responds to anyone before I go there. Maybe he and Chrissy can get some sharing going on.

Mines done. I wont ever allow myself to love another like I did her.

This was BS, and I called myself on my BS right after typing it. I dont regret my boundary, but it has come with loss. Its alright I managed to stick to it without waffling, other then emotionally here.
Ill love again, but I will try to avoid enabling, and will not engage in fire juggling.

Corri those are some thick, high, nigh on to unpenetrable walls you have up. Im not even going to try to make a ding in it, but if you want to open a door, my comment to you on Cemars thread still stands.