Thank you for the advice......One this is for sure I wouldn't be having a sexual relationship with him if he were with someone or even looking.....he was even concerned for me because he had been with the OW and has not been checked by a doctor for diseases....although he feels there is no worries he wants to be cleared first.... so protection is used in that area.....
I might be putting my heart out there but at the same time I think finding comfort in each other might help us both regain what we lost....maybe I am wrong.....it has been a very very long time for us apart....and him silent.....I am thinking maybe it was time for us to feel good together.....I had not been celebite(SP) this long since I was 14!......and for me, I found someone but just wasn't able to cross the line to being even remotely intimate.... I couldn't even kiss him!.....My H says it has been over a year since he was with anyone....I tend to believe him.... there is no other indications to me that he is lying....
Sooooo.....I will keep praying.....things feel good.....I hope they stay good....
