How strange that your ex was sitting right behind you as you wrote about him! In a way, it's probably good that you see him often. I think when you're with somebody often, the fantasy of the good-times isn't there--you can see the real live person with all of their flaws and issues-kind of like it is when you're living with them and/or married to them.
Oops...that really came across wrong. Sorry...I meant he's behind me as in he works in the store behind me (we're separated by from what I found out today a very thiin wall...either that or he was talking very loud to project through the walls...that's okay, several things today gave me huge causes of laughter that I am sure spread through the door too...ah...now several things make sense...LOL!!
Today was the first time we have seen each other since the ow tried to start an arguement with me, which was right before Thanksgiving. We've only talked once since then when his dad had his heart attack. I wasn't really sure how to be today...but it appears we are okay. I want him to have a comfort level so that he knows that I am not here to intrude on him. This is a job, his first in 6mos since this all happened. I helped him get the job (he doesn't need to know that of course) but its step one for him to get back on his feet...we've actually worked together through most of our R, we were a helluva team according to his dad when it came to business.
Im sure he doesn't know what to expect from me being there. But he will have to get used to me running back and forth between stores. We share a fridge and I do run over there in downtime and throw darts...and I really don't plan on quitting that simply because he is now the manager there. I'll be curious to see if we can at least start warming up the friendship so we can play in the big tourney in January. We had talked about that when we last met so I wonder if he will remember. We do make a good dart partnership and could actually place...he's probably the one guy friend that I would throw with on a professional level. So we'll see what happens there.
