Thanks for your comments, guess I need to be whipped into shape!
Yes, it's been seven months, but he has had this OW for only about two. He has trouble keeping them. But I think he found a needy one this time. He's looking to see what it's like to be "in love" with somebody else-to compare a new R and SL to ours. He's looking for someone to fix him. It's soooo obvious.
And I also had a few dates. I think I wouldn't feel so bad, but one gentleman about my age took me hiking and the movies four times, called every day and I haven't heard a word from him for four days now. I think he didn't want to get involved with me because he sensed that my H and I are not really through with one another. I'm seeing another one who is a few years younger than me, but there is really no connection and I feel he has problems. Suppose to have a date with him tonight.
Yes, not many people on here are actually seeing other people, but I'm lonley and also wanted to make my H jealous. He may be a little jealous, but not enough to come home.
Sorry to be rambling on so. It's 8:30 am and I've fed the cats and forced myself to eat something. I feel so sick and depressed. It's getting harder and harder to face this constant pain. I can feel peace for very short periods, but the peaceful place is becoming more and more non-existent and nothing seems to be working.
