The virtual hugs really help. I know I've been feeling sorry for myself over that particular issue. Who am I kidding? I'm still feeling sorry for myself over it and I will continue to... But, RonJon is so right when he says I will be armed with DB tools when I get the next chance to go after my dreams with H at my side. I will handle it better.
I guess I was just hoping that by writing out what I was thinking about I could get passed it for now. And it did help.