((((opti)))) It was just a simple question, I'm sorry for bringing up a rush of ick memories. What was H going thru during all of that? it seems he was very insecure about everything while you were forging ahead. He lashed out and drove you away rather than reaching to you for support. I know how you feel, and you WILL have to find a way to hurdle that obstacle. It is such a hurtful thing for you, have you thought about how H feels about it from his point of view? Is he racked with guilt about what he did, how he made you feel, and now you live so far apart, he doesn't see his son like he could have had you stayed with him. Maybe, if you think about it from his side, it will help you heal. And then someday you will both face the obstacle and hurdle it together. Hugs to you.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
