While I understand why you don't want to post when you don't feel like you have any developments, but know that we do care for you and want to hear how you're doing! I know this situation is so ridiculous, but I have hope for you and your baby that life will be okay. You obviously have an incredible amount of strength and that encourages others! Know that you will be in my thoughts and prayers!
Have a Merry Christmas despite him - he certainly won't be happy without you!!