Shall do, bigAl. I've felt very peaceful today, for the first time since last Wed. I also feel at peace with my decision. H is pretty dumb. I'd bet he had no idea how I would react. I honestly think that as a result of my validating his feelings (which was a total 180 for me, BTW), that he felt he'd be able to have his cake and eat it, too. I honestly believe he thought he could play both of us at the same time -- that I was so desperate to have the father of my child here, that I would tolerate anything.
And in that case, you're very right. He obviously doesn't know me too well.
