Hey Becca! You make the third person that's mentioned that to me today: That in putting things back in H's court, I actually stripped the power he had right outta his hands. I told my sister that I didn't feel I have the upperhand emotionally. She told me I wouldn't feel that way 'cause I'm too wrapped up in what's going on. She told me to remember that all H knows is what he has seen. He doesn't know I'm up here, crying my eyeballs out every hour.
I'm still not so sure I have the upperhand. Maybe I'll start seeing things more clearly tomorrow. But thanks for your words of encouragement. They make me wanna go out an whoop some a$$!!!
