Regarding D13, I don't believe that she would assume that I know. She's the one I communicate with. I rarely talk to XW as that is a decision that I made in recent months.
I don't think the manicurist had any alterior motives. I think she just blurted it out assuming that I knew. I've got no ill will toward her.
The part about XW protecting my feelings? Bullsh*t. If she gave a rat's ass about my feelings, none of this would have happened and I wouldn't be sitting at this desk typing it all out on a "Divorce Busting" bulletin board. Maybe in a way she's kind of embarrassed about the speed of it all and still doesn't buy into what she's doing 100%. Maybe she's actually kind of ashamed of her actions (there's a thought). However, it's more comfortable to stay on the train instead of taking the risk of jumping off now.
Yeah, I plan on talking to D13 about it when she comes over here on Wednesday night. I just have to do it without messing with her head either. I'm sure she was just as f***ed up about it when she heard the news as well.
Today is just strange. I'm not back in depression mode by any stretch, but I also don't have the will to go out and do anything. I just got done taking the tree, stockings and all the other Xmas crap down. It is back in the garage where it belongs! Hopefully the Giants beat the sh*t out of Carolina as the Panthers are XW's team. Ahh, I can remember spending hours on line trying to find and finally finding and purchasing the customized, Ladies cut, Carolina Panthers jersey with "DELHOMME" "17" on it for her. That was $175 down the shi**er! Oh well...
Didn't I say at one time that '06 was going to be better? Must have meant from Jan 15th on...
