I am trying very hard not to call H. I don't even know what I would say to him, since there's nothing to say. I just know he is seeing someone. This feeling just kills me. Plus, I don't know what the heck his intentions with me are. I don't know if he is just being friendly because he feels guilty or if he is really trying to approach. I don't know.
One day at a time... Just one more day without calling...
