Carvarna Many of us LBS's Personally for us Left Behinds this time of year stinks. I am grateful SOME holiday celebrates family just wish I did not have to be bombarded with it but it's better than being bombarded with the garbage the rest of the year. Lip service is paid to folks as us.
Psalm 34:18 The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
Is there any way you could either physically remove yourself somewhere to gain a new perspective or get involved with other activities that do not cost you money. If H is truely wishing to reconsile he may wish to join you but if not you will have a circle of real friends in addition to your online buddies. I see lethargy based on dashed hopes creeping in your life. I know that situation well.
This time of year for such things stinks but January the Christmas inspired volunteer help disapears thus opportunities to serve abound. Seems you have the time to research to find an opportunity that is a good fit.
Today stinks but Tomorrow is a new day and you can check out of the rollercoaster for a while.
"All I want is a weeks pay for a day's work" Steve Martin
