Unneventful. Went to my first C session. I should have gone a while ago. I should have re-read Love Must be Tough a while ago as well. I think I found it difficult to follow the book because I was afraid to lose him. Now I have nothing to lose, so I will be a little tougher. I think I already sent him a Dobson letter, I just didn't follow it through.
So this morning I went to the C and then spent a good amount of time at a book store. H called and left a VM saying he picked up the dog and will bring it tomorrow.
He was very stern and didn't call me by my nickname as he usually does. He said the full name. It's a new thing for him. Anyway, the fact is, he is trying to avoid me, right? So he went home to pick up the dog and only called me AFTER he picked it up. He could have left a note. Maybe he went there hoping I'd be home and run into me? And once he realized I wasn't home, got a little pissy and felt like calling?
Just wondering here and blinding myself with positives.
I realize that all the little positives I THOUGHT I saw in the past were actually positives. Every little suspicion I had of H's underlying behaviors were true. He confessed most of them.
