I just downed on me that I am so scared of meeting other people. I am so scared of starting another R, of sleeping with someone else, dating someone else. I am so scared I will never get over H.
I am also scared of my financial situation. I don't where and how I will end up. H made all the money. He controlled everything.
I guess I am thinking too much way ahead of myself, but I can't help but feeling sad and scared. How do I get past this?
