You know him better than anyone That's part of the problem, I do know him better and he let me get closer than anybody, and then I hurt him with my actions or lack thereof.
I'm trying my darndest to get him to stay. I told him about me sleeping in a different room. Part of his excuse too is that he needs his brother to give him a ride since he's without a car right now and he doesn't want to drive mine. My car, is really our car, his name is on it and he helps pay for it so there's no reason he can't continue to use it for whatever.
My H holds grudges. I believe forgivness is a choice but he doesn't see it that way or isn't willing to make the choice to forgive me for my past neglect.
I really don't feel like there is a happy ending here but I'm not giving up on my end quite yet.
No solo de pan vive el hombre
Y no de excusas vivo yo.
