Well, Christmas is over and now we only have the New Year's to get past and all the holiday hub-bub will be over. Overall, a mediocre holiday. Nothing horrible and nothing I'll remember for the rest of my life. I had some irritating moments with H about his horrible attitude. He kept complaining and saying how much he hates Christmas, blah, blah, blah. Why did this make me angry? Because he talks like this in front of our kids. It's not exactly what I want them to remember about their holiday with family.
Now to my personal relationship with him. Some improvement. I think sometimes he gets frustrated when he's not able to climax and thus pushes me away. Over the last week, the 2 times we've been intimate he actually was able to climax and afterwards has been very snuggly and lovey with me. Maybe the pressure to preform is affecting our sex life? Maybe the condoms are part of the problem because both of these times, condoms were not involved. I was on birth control but when we moved and lost insurance I ran out. So now I'm waiting for my health insurance to kick back in so I can get a new presciption. Now I'm on pins and needles hoping a new life doesn't come out of this. My husband and I seem to be a VERY fertile couple. Son was conceived within 1 month of when we began our sexual relationship. Daughter was conceived 1 week after I miscarried a child who was conceived the first month we tried. As my best friend says, I'm hyperfertile
Well back to work for me after my short update. Have a great day everybody
No solo de pan vive el hombre
Y no de excusas vivo yo.
