Honeypot, thanks for your reply! We are affectionate so at least we do have that. Unfortunately, we don't have a couch because that method has worked in the past We recently moved to a new state and the couch we had was borrowed so we returned it. But anyways . . . Last night I was taking a bath and H came in and bathed with me, and initiated sex. But after we headed to the bed it fizzled out. The story of our life as of late. I find myself questioning H's intentions instead of just accepting them for what they are.

I know we definitely need time alone, together, enjoying ourselves and each other, sans kids. But on a tight budget that's a difficult one. I often feel like I'm responsible for all the planning and that makes me resentful. Truly, right now I think many of my feelings mirror my husbands feelings a couple of years ago.

I guess I just need to keep looking forward and keep my goal in mind.

No solo de pan vive el hombre Y no de excusas vivo yo.