The job hunt is going slowly. I was a reporter but I sort of burned out on that and I'm trying to get a job at a nonprofit doing communications. I've looked for jobs on and off but now that it seems my H is going to cut me off financially it's more urgent. Unfortunately the job market is so competitive--something like 100 applicants for every job where I've applied. Of course I should point out that it's not like I've done nothing over the past two years, I have a part time job doing Web research from home and I did some freelance writing. Oh my God I just realized that my H has me so defensive that I'm defending myself to you. WTF?
Anyway I'm hoping my H will find a way to trust me more once I have a job as we are a bit financially strapped. This is a very expensive area to live.
As for the weekly plan, my H has said he doesn't want to have to see me at all so I guess I'm going to try for once to honor this and see if it makes a difference. The plan I mean is for other non-H things in my life.
