Last night was my first night back in my apartment without my H. God it sucks. When I was single it never bothered me to be alone in my apartment but now it just feels weird and somehow makes me feel vulnerable all alone.
It doesn't help that for the past several months I have not been able to sleep. So many times I've found myself waking up thinking it must be almost 6 a.m. and time to get up and then find it is only 2 a.m.
