I am considering sending an e-mail to my MIL as she has become the third person in my M. I'm not going to send it off right now but wait a little while to see if it still seems like a good idea.
I think it would be easier for me to leave our M if I honestly thought we had made an effort to work things out. We haven't been to counseling, we haven't sat down and really discussed how we can make each other happier or really done anything else toward repairing the damage to our M. As a result I'm left feeling that we're making a terrible mistake. I just wish he would give me another chance as I'm willing to forgive him after not one but two affairs.
