I understand very well. The thing to do is to try to keep busy, even at home, to take your mind off of things. It's hard, but time will help you, too. It has me. I want a chance to start over, too. I think that's why all of us are here, really. I guess some of these WAS's give them, and others don't. Not sure what makes the difference. Sending you hugs; take care.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
