Started the day off very, very mad and very, very upset. Somehow this has managed to pass.

I'm also embarrassed to report that I couldn't last the whole week going dark. I sent him a text message to say I was going to our apt after my writer's group meeting tonight. On a positive note he sent me a text back to say when he would be home and to come over.

I guess I need to build up to be able to go longer periods in darkness. On Sunday when he suggested we get together for dinner I was able to act nonchalant about it. That ran out of steam sometime yesterday. I need to train like it's a marathon and build my DBing stamina.

C'est la vie.


SuperStressed