I wanted to come over to your thread and check up on you. Your doing really well (I know you are anxious, sad and crying - that's not what I mean). You are holding yourself with dignity and behaving rationally even as your heart is torn to shreds. This is what I mean. Big hugs. (((((((((((((((((((((((SS)))))))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry you feel this way. I'm so sorry for all of us. It's not right but maybe it's a passage, something to deepen or expand our consciousness. Oh baloney. This is just dreadful sh!t. I'm sorry.
