Hmm. I just realized another reason I'm in a better mood. I am seriously in DENIAL. Oh well.
Going to see H later tonight and can feel myself wanting to ask if I can come back yet. I just have absolutely no patience. This reminds me of a time very early in our R when my H went shopping and put groceries in my fridge. I freaked out and felt like he was trying to trap me. Very weird that things have completely turned around.
I was very good yesterday and didn't call him to see if we were still getting together tonight and he called me.
So I'm taking deep breaths and learning about patience when every urge in me wants to grab him and never let go.
