Bowtech/ KDK - Thanks for dropping by to offer your support.

Lots happened since my last post on Tuesday. Loads of emails exchanges, text exchanges. Even called him up in the middle of the night. He shouted. I shouted. Was a really really BAD encounter. At one point he said "you really don't know when to pick a fight and when not to pick a fight". Basically, he acknowledged that ow is very important and that at the rate I am going now, I am pushing him to ow. I cried and felt like sh!t. Really felt that I was worth nothing. Then he started calling again and telling me that I am also important blah blah blah. But don't know what happened but somehow "kissed and made-up" I am a real confused sucker.

Wednesday...Started off with H giving me a call early in the morning to check if I was okay. Then there were the texts...
H: For our sanity...here's what we do. We'll 'act' like its over from the 1st day of CNY (Sunday) like u scheduled. I'll be back again on the following weekend will settle everything once and for all. If it's quits, I'll send u the lawyer's letter within a week. Once signed, we'll tell the boys. Ok?? No more fighting and breaking down.
Then H called again...asking me if I understood the text. He then says "this gives me the one week grace period that I asked for...and you can live in denial or whatever" (WTF?? Didn't fight. Just said up to him.."
Then more texts
H: We communicate via sms ok?? Anyway, burnt my fingers last night while cooking dinner. gonna rub some ointment.
Me: Good. God wants to punish you. Up to you what you want to do. I am reverting to my original plan. You want out. You go sort out the paperwork. Don't disturb me now. Gonna work.
H: OK....go work you. Go whack some vendors. I'll do that in 30 minutes. Tower issue really bad!!!
Me: How unfortunate that the towers didn't crash on you.
H: What...want me to die already?? Better plane crash then...get more money!!!
Me: Like I said...either way, mourning is the same. Might as well get some money for me.
H: Yesterday I whacked our tower vendors...today, they send a hot chick with mini-skirt to talk to me!!
Me: So? You s**ew the hot chick. Okay..don't disturb me. Gonna work now.
H:Ok Hottie!!!

Am as confused as ever.... I think I am very stressed out because I am giving myself too much pressure to be the one to put a stop to it?? Think I was more calm and collected when I have the blase attitude. So, thought I will just not care for the time being and be a little carefree for awhile. Don't think I can take the stress...

Live the MOMENT for the time being...