KDU/ Kismet/ KDK - Thank you for dropping by. I am feel rather okay lately. So no tears....so far But am sure one big one will be coming up soon??!??

Journalling...
From my last post, Thursday...did send him a short text before I went to bed to wish him a good flight. No reply but he called me about 1.30 am (Friday) in the morning...I was very groggy and already in deep sleep. Think he said something like "You are sleeping? Called you to hear your voice before I go into the plane. I think I am drunk..blah blah blah". I think my reply throughout was like "uh, oh...uh er " as I was not really awake.

Friday...
Got a text from H about 2 pm "Everything OK?>? WIll call the boys later. Text you when I'm back in Country Y. Should be home on Sunday...very early" which I replied with a short "Okay. Bye and Enjoy your event". He then replied with a "Bye Hottie. Not an event!!! Entertaining!!".

Saturday...
Had two texts from H which I didn't see till later.
The first "Everything Ok?? I'll see u n the boys early tmrw morning."
Second one "Hey!! ...Is everything okay?? No response from last text".
When I saw the second text, I waited for another hour, then I texted "All ok. Sorry..didn't see the text. Am at my college do now".
H replied "Just spoke to boys. C u tmrw"
I didn't reply.

Sunday...
Woke up, feeling rather zombie-fied as I had a late night on Saturday. When I was in the loo, heard that H had called and I picked up. Asked him I want to pick him up or he takes the cab. He decides to take the cab as I just woke up and not ready yet. I went back to the loo and heard another call. Mr. Yoyo has changed his mind and asked me to go and pick him up from the station.

On the way there, told myself that I will not be upset about anything. Arrived at the station. Saw that H did not have any luggage and guessed that he's not staying. So didn't ask nor dwell into it. We went for breakfast together with the boys, and then went home. H was supposed to fix up a TV game (which he gave S8 for Xmas) and he had to read the instructions. SO, thought he'll be awhile. But he was rather anxious to jump into bed cause I was fixing some household items and he was like "HEy, where are you?" ... So, of course we did . S5 did try to open our door a couple of times...

After the session, H went up to play with the boys abit in their room. I went up to join them and got h to fold some origami balls for me (to hang them up as ornaments for the Chinese New Year)... He did and said "So, I've done my job for the CNY...". Anyway, he only stayed for a few hours and I took him back to the station a little after one pm. He did tell the boys that he will be back next Saturday for CNY and will stay a couple of days. I didn't want to really ask him nor remind him that it would be THE weekend that he has to decide. He did mention about his travel plans to Europe after THE day and said some of his friends (I know them) will be going too.

In the car, he did ask me about the Reunion dinner on the 28th (Customary for family to get together to have dinner the day before CNY) and I told him that it would be in MY house and not my parent's house. I did feel a bit funny when I said that, but H didn't really take note... He did talk abit about who he met in Country Y from his old office (ow's coworkers too!!!) blah blah blah..

H called the house about 6.30 pm. Spoke to both boys and me. Not much just trivial stuff like "Are you making dinner? blah blah blah". Before I went to bed, sent him a short text "Are you safely back? Happy Football-ling". No reply but later, he did send me a text "Yep. Met K at the airport. He's on transit to London" which I didnt' read till next morning. I got a call from H "Already sleeping? Did you read my text? I met K at the airport. He's en-route to London".

Monday...
This morning...got an email from H informing me that he has sent the monthly $$ to my account. I replied with a short "Thank you very much". That's it.

In summary, pleasant contact but still do not want to think too much.

A new and brighter beginning in 2006