One thing that I forgot to journal...think H is suffering from a major lack of self-esteem or something to the extent. Noticed that he kept "emphasizing" his d**k about how h*rd or how l*ng or how b*g etc etc. Don't recall that in our earlier years. Is he going through MLC that he is concerned about his manhood? I did notice that he has more difficulty in sustaining a er**tion pre-bomb and sometimes now. I think I was not very kind to him (verbally) pre-bomb when that happened and perhaps his ego was MAJORLY bruised!!! ALso, think he is looking for WOA ??? Been trying to do that during our s@x sessions...(so that it's not sooo obvious that I am "acting") because he always says that the normal me and the h**ny me are totally different. SO, I am using the h**ny me to introduce some WOA. Do try to do very minor subtle ones during my normal mode. H also has been asking me about his looks etc etc...rather constantly actually. So, as per my DBING mode, I try to rub his EGO..... Certainly needs constant ego boosting. .... Let's just see how well this little WOA works...
H also has been asking me about his looks etc etc...rather constantly actually. So, as per my DBING mode, I try to rub his EGO..... Certainly needs constant ego boosting. .... Let's just see how well this little WOA works...
