Don't know why...but starting to feel really down. Wonder if it's my PMS. I am feeling like I need to run away. To not work for awhile. I feel quite crap. Some say that I've started on the grieving process. I don't know. Perhaps it's the birthday party with 4 lawyers talking to me... mmm.. I am feeling crap because the deadline is drawing near? I don't know. Just feeling a little crap. I think I may need counselling... I just want to run awwwwaaaaayyyy.