Hey YoYo. Know I don't post to you much but I lurk around on your thread from time to time. I just wanted to say THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU! Ok? Not only are you clearly an amazing woman, but you have a normal set of emotions about what is going. Nothing odd at all. And keep giving advice to others. It is much easier to see what others should do even if we can't tell what to do ourselves.