Hiya Kismet -

it amazes me that you keep on keeping on like that little Duracell Bunny.
Yeap...I am amazed too. So is everyone else. Everytime I find that I wanna give up, I kinda swallow all the sorrow and disappointments and hurt and anger, and try to perservere....till end Jan at least.

I would be a mess having to deal with H coming and going, and throwing s@x into the picture as well.
The s@x I could handle. Heck..my hormones are so raging that I could block all out and just enjoy the s@x...at least I get something fulfilled without being unfaithful like that @sshole. I am starting to have notti dreams about hunks these days... notti notti yoyo. It's H's coming and going that is a little hard to handle. Difficult to comprehend. Guess "normal" folks like us just cannot understand one who is controlled by aliens. I did notice H being rather "distant" this trip as compared to the last weekend before. Mmmmm...wonder why...

she kept going back to her ex who was a cheating ba$tard but had a hold on her
Mmmmm....the b@stard has the "gift" of manipulation.... And unfortunately in my sitch, ow is the one having the gift to have a hold on my @sshole of a husband. LOL... Everyone is rather amazed that ow can actually manipulate men to give her what she wants. Believe me, she is really really ordinary looking. Mmm...maybe "ordinary" is IN.

Love the keyring thing
Thought that it was rather nice... gave one to my mom and another to my MIL too. My mom absolutely was thrilled with it. MIL - she went away for Xmas ...so don't know her reaction on the gift yet. As for H, when I gave his to him ...I said "It's not Prada!". (ow LOOOOVVVEEESS PRADA...and if you tell me, she doesn't have the designer looks to carry it off. SHe might as well use fakies.... - SOrry....need to thrash her a bit over here...)

Now about that phone thing, what would happen if you accidently forwarded those messages back to ow No, only joking. I need to find an outlet for my bitchy tendancies
Oh...ow actually took a pix of my H lounging on some kind of beanbag at work and she typed "working in office!!" as a kind of a cheeky comment and wanted to send it to herself...but the action failed and that's why the pix is still in the phone. I could and was rather tempted to call her...but am holding on, waiting patiently till end-Jan.

Anyway, H didn't buy me a new phone for Xmas as he said he would. MMmmm why am I not surprised?? Went out to buy a new phone for myself, and then texted him "I bought a XYZ model at $. Thanks for the phone"...He actually replied with a "YOu are welcome". I am gonna MINUS the phone costs from the monthly $$ that he sents.... Of course I will.

Sent him another text before I went to bed...no reply. Oh well... Let's see ...COuntdown begins....

One Day at a TIME!!!!