Congratulations to Piecing. Whew lady! if you've made it back this far this fast don't get bitter now! be grateful, and just let the ups and downs happen, as you know they will. He's having all sorts of thoughts about what if and how maybe too, just like you are. I suppose you're walls have been up too, and it's hard to let them come down knowing there might be more pain ahead. You have to decide if you want to work thru the pain, or not.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
