What you bring up about the "something missing" is something I wonder about. I am very young in my sitch and I still am having those feelings of "ok what if she comes back, how will I really feel about that?" I think, like the others have said, you need to give it time, just like the rest of this process, it's not an instant gratification thing. I have faith you'll get what you are looking for. I am inspired by your sitch and thanks for the update!
