Well Hello BB, how are you my friend? I have missed you too and all the others here. O.K. let's see if I can get this update done. I will just have to persevere I think or it will never get done.
Yesterday I didn't really use my computer as I was too busy sorting everything out from my 3 weeks off but today will be a different matter now that I have organised the office again. If this slow typing thing continues in my normal work the IT guy will be getting a call.
Oh hang on I just had an idea.....Yep that's it all back to normal now, would you believe I needed to change the batteries in my keyboard, gosh I can be vague sometimes...
Now as I started before H came over Christmas Eve and stayed and we did the present opening thing with the kids and family and then around 10.30 I left with the kids for my Dad's place for lunch. H went to his best mates place as he didn't feel comfortable coming to Dad's just yet.
We then met up at my Mum's for tea so that was all good.
H has been ringing everyday and coming over everyday either before or after work. He has been staying about twice a week and 6 months ago I would have been over the moon at his behaviour, but that was 6 months ago.
I am finding it really difficult to decide whether I am happy being with him as I really don't know at the moment. He is making an effort and doing mostly the right things but something is missing. I have not mentioned this to him because I don't know if it will pass or not so I guess I am just in limbo land at the moment.
The kids and I seem to cope fine without him and things are a lot calmer when he isn't around. He does have a shorter fuse than myself which can cause tension.
I will just keep plodding along at the moment and try and make up my mind. I guess there is no great hurry but I do want to make 2006 a much better year.
So I hope everyone had a great festive season and I will slowly catch up on everyone's posts but it will take a little bit as you all have a few pages each for me to get through until I am up to date.
Will catch up with you all soon on your various threads....Kim
